Origins and
Politics
My mother was
born in Poland early in the 20th century, and legally immigrated to
Chicago to join her sister. She
travelled to the U.S. in steerage of the
ocean liner Rijndam, along with myriad other immigrants from Europe. She became an American citizen in the
1930’s. She had the equivalent of an
eighth-grade education in Europe. She was
a Roman Catholic and a Roosevelt democrat.
My father came
from a hard-scrabble New England farm family whose parents also originally emigrated
from Poland. He was one of five living
siblings. One other died. He had an eighth-grade education before he
went to work to help support his family.
To the best of my knowledge, my father was areligious and apolitical,
and relied on himself in life. He would
quip that the WPA of Roosevelt’s Works Progress Administration actually stood
for “We Poke Around”.
I started doing
odd jobs and farm work at age twelve, and had a full-time, eight hours a day,
forty hours a week, full time job in a cotton mill while enrolled in the
scientific course in high school. In
addition to work and school, I embarked on a search for the meaning of life by
reading everything that I could find on theology, philosophy, psychology,
metaphysics and on and on.
I was raised as
a working class Catholic, and was immersed in this life. In the meantime, I was observing some of the
hypocrisy of the conservative Polish Catholic church that my family attended,
while learning about other belief systems, and in fact about the lack of a
personal belief system. I also was part
of the blue-collar working world, and gained an appreciation of the working
man’s view of life.
From all of this
I concluded that I personally was not able to sustain any particular belief
system or religion, so I became agnostic.
As far as the working class was concerned, I appreciated and sympathized
with some views, but I personally, did not want to continue as a blue-collar
worker for the rest of my life. There
were two avenues out of this. The
military and college. Since I finished third
in my high school class of one hundred plus, I was directed toward college and
engineering by the principle of my high school.
Politically, early
on, I was independent and self-reliant, so I trended away from the socialist
camp and more toward the libertarian and conservative, where I pretty much
still sit some eighty years later.
I eventually
returned to Christianity, not as a Catholic, but as a practicing Methodist.
So, I consider
myself an intellectual and an open-minded person who tries to cut through the
bullshit of modern life, both right and left.
Finding more bullshit and nonsense to the left of politics, I normally
find more reality to the right.
Ray Gruszecki
September, 2023
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